I hope you know, i hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, myself and i

We've got some straightening out to do

And i'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But i've got to get a move on with my life

It's time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

='(

xueying is halfway thru her o`s.

jerry left for aust already.

i woke up and reply his msg, which is too late.

takecare, brother. =D

jiawei`s gone for brunei already.

shooters, he send regards to u all. =)

he seems so sad. haha.

anyway. he came to pepperplus today and ask me for a smoke.

so i went down and accompany him for a smoke.

after that he went to cut hair.

den i went back to work.

after awhile i receive his msg " zhi lian, see see mirror.. "

lame right he ? lol.

he bioh me when i working. LOL no lah he walked pass.

very tired today.

i went to bed at 4 plus ytd and fall asleep at abt 6.

omg.

bcos last whole week slept at 5 and wake up at 5 mostly. so used to it already.

den 7 in the morning my father shout to me and say " eh, wake up wake up, ytd u so noisy until i cannot sleep ".

i went to have dinner with kelvin and kapoh at west coast ytd. far right.

after eat go lepak, after that actually they wanna go jb pump oil, but we lepak until too late already. so they go today instead.

my father dunno what ah, he cannot sleep den he so early call me wake up also.

-.-!!!

i continue to sleep, BUT at abt 8plus my school the head of electronics department call me.
talk to me until 9.30 !!

tell me all about am i sure i gonna quit school ? den what if u quit already next year u cant get into another course ? why not u continue to study until next year if u cant get into another course u can continue this course ? u think ur part time job now can be forever ? blah blah blah..

and she call me to go back to school this thursday fucking morning to give her my final answer or, sign the quitting form. cos that time i sign the form is old wan. lame right ? -.-

i wont continue means i wont continue. the course sucks, i dont like it, i have no interest in it, and it makes me have no motivation to go to school and i have no girl friends there ! all guys ! although my guys classmate treat me very good.

so, she talked to me until 9.30 i no need to sleep already.

i have to wake up at 10 ma. =(

argh.

i prepare and go to work. i stroll to work, since i am early today. =D

anyway, my in charge got this new bag. nice bag. so i take her bag and take picture. haha.

okay, i am going off, i am so so tired =(

1 last day of waking up late and lepak til midnight.
work on monday!
anyway i got work also lepak until midnight?

i woke up at 6 today ?
jiawei woke me up.
ask me wanna go meet him and jerry ? and tell me to ask kelly they all.
but kelly and yinwen are working, so i ask xueying.

meet jiawei, jerry, xueying 9pm at cp.
lepak awhile cab to hougang kbox.
play pool.
meiting working there.
den yinwen and kelly came.
lepak awhile only.
they 2 catch last bus home, den the rest of us go sing our song.
jiawei very high. lol.
videos at xueying`s blog.
jiawei can sing well.

sing til 3, we seperate with them.
jiawei and jerry go find yibiao.
den kelvin came and we go hougang point eat.
eat til 4 close to 5, home.

dont be sad ying. =)
put all these memories in your heart and smile.

i woke up at 5 today.

i met yinwen at 8 at cp.

den we have our dinner.

kelly met us awhile and she left, cos she`s tired after her 11 hours of work.

yinwen and i are damn bored bored bored. no one to lepak. and we ask kelvin and kapoh.

den we called xueying and we bused to hougang point to meet her.

kelvin came and we went to kopitiam.

den kapoh came. he is forever funny.

we mindmap for yinwen. lol.

around 1 plus, kapoh went off.

lepak until 2plus, the rest of us go home.

my off days are gonna end. haha.

i miss my colleauge. <3

we are all so broke.
2 baos, shared between 4 person.
1 pack of milk, shared between 4 person.
1 pack of tissue paper, shared between 4 person.
2 sticks of cig, steng between 4 person.
so how ?

i regretted shopping and spending too much after getting pay.
my pay was $1000.
i left with $500 now. FUCK ME MAN.
how to survive til 5th of november ?

anyway, i met peggy at 7pm at cp.
walked around and xueying came and we ate mac. i shared with ying. -.-
amelia came. we lepak at starbucks.
soon yinwen and kelly came.
went to kiddy palace to buy present for xueying`s brother.
lepak and waited for siting to come.
we headed to peggy`s house.

we see baby bernice, and talk.
we drank ks`s ice milo. LOL.

siting and amelia head home first as they have something on the next day.
after awhile her mummy came home, and we left, to let peggy have an early rest.

the 4 of us walk to hougang mall and lepak at the kopitiam.
about 1 plus yinwen`s dad fetch her home.
den kelvin came and fetch us home. u the best lah.
after sending them home, lepak with kelvin under my house donstairs.
home at 3.
i got 6 sticks of cig. heh heh heh.
loves.

i am very very very angry.

i met xueying in cab at 7plus today and head down to amk s11 kpool.

because choon hin ask me to play pool with him and his camp mates.

i dont know how to play pool so i asked xueying along. haha.

and i did something very stupid.

xueying and i were looking at them playing pool.

den kelvin call my phone.

i talk to him until halfway they closed the pool table and was abt to go.

so xueying help me to take my wallet from the chair there and pass it to me.

den i shout " YING MY HANDPHONE LEH ? "

WHEN I WAS HOLDING IT HAHAHAHAHA.

den she scold me that u talking on the phone now lah omg u stupid girl.

hahaha damn paiseh i am very stupid.

we played until 11 close to 12, and cab back to sk.

met kelly and yinwen at cp. lepak.

anyway, there was 1 day when xueying, kelly and i went to the cp toilet, we saw a china man squatting down outside the toilet and there was 2 security guard and 1 man standing beside him waiting for the police.

i overheard the conversation that this chinaman was trying to peep at the toilet.

but we didnt care and went off.

today xueying and i went to the toilet to pee and there was only 2 cubicles.

1 of it we thought it was locked.

so i used first and xueying waited for me. when i`m done and was waiting for xueying, i try to push the other door of the cubicle when i felt someone pushing it back.

i thought someone was using the toilet but there`s no noise and why dont that person lock the door ?

and when xueying came out i told her i felt someone pushing the door against me when i was trying to open the door.

she did and same thing happen.

she look underneath and saw nothing but shadow.

we thought we saw ghost. LOL.

we faster go to kelly and yinwen and tell them what happen and i told them it reminds me of the chinaman we saw that day.

kelly remembered too.

and yinwen said just now when she wants to use that toilet, she push the door but she feel that someone is trying to push back. she even said excuse me. haha.

den the 4 of us head back to the toilet and check it out. LOL.

den when xueying tried to push the door, again it was the feeling of someone inside trying to push back.

den kelly step in to see whether there`s someone inside,

THERE`S NO ONE INSIDE.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

THE DOOR GOT PROBLEM.

HAHAHA.

DAMN STUPID.

HAHAHA.

WE THOUGHT WE GONNA CATCH A PEEPING TOM.

HAHAHAHA.

omg i cannot stop laughing now hahaha.

we were so scare when pushing the door hahahahaha but end up nobody inside hahaha.

we continue lepak and yinwen dad fetch her at abt 1.30.

after awhile kelly went off and xueying and i walk to varinice to eat.

we order our food and settle down.

there was 2 indian uncles sitting beside us.

after we eat finish we smoke and talk.

den i put both of my legs straight on the other chair. which means both of my legs were facing the 2 indian uncles.

den 1 of the indian uncle went to buy food to eat.

when he was abt to eat, he tell me " eh u put ur leg down lah, i eating u know ".

he want me to put my leg down CANNN.. but ask me nicely lah ?

and so i put my leg down.

and xueying say to him " u change direction to eat lah ? "

den he said " eh u give some respect lah i`m here eating u know and u put ur leg here facing me "

den i said " u want me put my leg down u tell me nicely lah ? "

den he said " eh u all chinese ppl no brain ah "

SUMMORE HE POINT HIS FINGER TO HIS BRAIN THERE.

WTF SIA.

i dont get angry when he tell me to put my legs down.

i get angry when he SAY CHINESE PPL ALL NO BRAIN.

he`s the one no brain when so many taxi drivers there stared at us when we are quarreling and he still say us chinese no brain when 98percent ppl there are chinese.

the worse is, when xueying say " eh u talk need to say we chinese no brain ah ?? "

and he still say " eh when did i say that. u dont anyhow say "

FUCK RIGHT ?

when he say that sentence of u all chinese ppl all no brain ah is the most loud wan.

he scared wat. if we make police report he die ah !

so many uncle there can be our evidence.

very very very very very angry, because of that sentence.

really very very angry.

thats the reason the first sentence of my post today is very angry.

cab home at 3.30.

pics.

xueying edited this pic. main focus is the number. cos its her fav no. -.- lol.