no matter how good u do out of the fucking 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 times, just the final step that u cannot make it, you'll never get it.

I FUCKING NEVER GET IT.

fuck..

i hate myself.

i give up................................................................................................

I SO SO WANT TO GO CLUB TMR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

because next week i`m starting work !!

=((((((

let's jump up and get crazy !!!

BOOM BOOM BOOM !!!
gotta get-get
BOOM BOOM BOOM !!

LOL I LOVE BOOM BOOM BOOM !!
LOL !!!!!!

HAHA! crazy...





lol i like to ask lester to wear my slipper everytime
cos look very aqua and funny. lol.

goodbye i have to wake up early tmr
and i`m still craving for prata i dunno why ? lol.

and WA 97.6 FUCKING NICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i miss you jonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. :)

finally u do it..

" i never forget you!! "

zouk phuture,

Kiss me thru the phone
I`ll see you later on

:)

When i grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies

When i grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies

When i grow up
Be on tv
People know me
Be on magazines

When i grow up
Fresh and clean
Number 1 chick when i step out on the scene

wa today i go back pepperplus help again. half day. -.-
and after work i went to orchard to pick low nixon from work lol.
low nixon: hey where u ?
elen: u wan me to be at home or u wan me to be outside shangri la hotel ?
low nixon: i guess u at home ?
elen: no la i at shaw house cos i cant find my way to shangri la hotel lol -.-
low nixon: huh really ah ? ok nvm stay there i come find u

i dont know where the fuck is Shangri La Hotel. lol.
and thanks for getting me Eclipse everytime u meet me. =) sweet of you.


byebye party animal i will go clubbing on saturday enjoy ur work.
let's jump up and get crazy! hahahaha.

okay anyway i have been shaking leg for 1 month plus and i am to declare bankrupt now.
fuck..
but not bad ah, i can dong for 1 month plus. lol.
yes, i need money...

but i found a job..
i got into SK jewerelly.
i will be starting on 4th of may.
give it a try.
will be a 1 week 6 days work.
2 more weeks for me to enjoy before i start work.
i will fucking club til i broke, sleep til i full. and play til the fullest.
cos working life is back....................
i can imagine......
no more lazing around.
AHHHHHHH.

and anyway i have this waffle ice cream from Gelare few days back with xueying.


BEST i tell you.

this is so fucking random.

go ahead and laugh at me.

i know i am silly.

hahahahahahahahahaha.

fuck.....................

bad mood i hate today

nabei damn sian.................................

LEN LEN LOVE MAGIC !!

wow i saw alot of magic on youtube!

its omg omg omg !!

chris angel

HIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!

my bazaar finally over. geee..

wow i woke up at 4 plus today.

and i met yingying at 7 plus for dinner with her colleagues.

and den kelly came.

den we lepak at yingying's house downstair.

back home at 12 plus.

after that zhiqi came and fetch me.

went to meet his friends den to loyang tua bei gong. lol.

home at 3 plus.

thanks thanks :)

oh man tmr i going interview with xueying.

hopefully xueying and i can wake up. at 10.

but now its 4:30 and we're still awake. hell...

anyway,

HELLO MR LOW NIXON !!!

LOL !!

SWEET SMILE MAN. LOL.

dont get shock k, i just wan to disturb u only haha

Anyway, everybody please log on to http://bareonline.sg/ and click on contestant and den click Xueying (F7).

VOTE FOR HER !!
thanks !!

Oh hot damn, this is my jam

Keep me partying til the A.M

Yall dont understand, make me throw my hands

In the ayer, ay, ayer, ayer, ay, ayer

i feel so moody just now but suddenly when i reach home i feel so happy! lol.
Pink - So What =D

and hey i am back to pepperPLUS !! lol.
7 days only. lol.
got bazaar so helped up. $350.
come come come, come cp first floor got sales!
haha.

today first day very jialat. 9am must reach. finish work at 9:30pm.
wth 12 hours, damn tired......................
yinwen, jerry and jason came look for me during work. yinwen got me bubble tea. love you.
after work 4 of us went to eat.
damn hungry i tell you.
den to xueying house downstair to meet her and sauce.
back to my house downstair cos i wan to go home soooooooo shag.....................
and den chris came. after that dont know where they go liao.




xueying and yinwen racer.

sir pat says:
clubber len
sir pat says:
this wed i may go phuture
len len i don't fucking care says:
really ?
sir pat says:
yea
sir pat says:
you everytime club
sir pat says:
something wrong with you ah
len len i don't fucking care says:
where go everytime ?
sir pat says:
last time also nt so enthu
sir pat says:
now like champion sia
sir pat says:
haha
len len i don't fucking care says:
walao who say one
len len i don't fucking care says:
never la.
len len i don't fucking care says:
lol
len len i don't fucking care says:
cos i 1 yer plus didnt step into club
sir pat says:
no wonder
sir pat says:
broke up with bf isit?
len len i don't fucking care says:
LOL
len len i don't fucking care says:
how u know ?
len len i don't fucking care says:
why u seems to know so many things sia
sir pat says:
stupid so obvious lor
sir pat says:
suddenly go club
sir pat says:
99 percent got to do with bf
len len i don't fucking care says:
lol

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ??

tata `


when i`m interested,
fuck care.
but when i lost interest in it,
come back to me.
but what's the point ?
i no longer interested.

i myself know.



cause you're hot den you're cold
you're yes den you're no
you're in and you're out
you're up and you're down
you're wrong when it's right
it's black and it's white
we fight, we break up
we kissed, we make up
you don't really want to stay, no
you, you dont really want to go-o

i woke up at bloody 9am today.
went sao mu sia. haha.
reach home at 1 plus and sleep til 7 plus.


i meet chris, jason, jerry, lester and danzi at compass.
after that we went anchovale mac. but its not 24/7.
so went to my house downstair mac and lepak.
after that came to my house downstair and lepak.
sauce and xueying came. home at 2 plus.


and i have diarrhea today.
i lao sai 4 times man omg
my stomach fucking pain.




lester got me Eclipse from genting.
i love eclipse =D

Phuture today.

elen danzi thomas chris kelly samuel sauce xueying brien chisiong desmond





stupid chris ...................................................

home at 5 plus.

and and and, xueying and yinwen is back !!
and they got me 2 big lollipops !!
so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet of them !!
thanks !!




tonight is not fun at all.
music no good until the back.



goodnight :)
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It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you