I LOVE THEM.

* shag / stress ~ ~
i dont know how to save money, when i dont get any allowance. my bank money is decreasing and decreasing. i think i am feeding myself. i eat outside almost everyday cos mum seldom cooks now. now i know if i will to rent a house for myself, i think i will die for sure. being independent is really difficult.
i uses money on food, transport, bills, everything. cigs, facial products, uniforms, shopping, clubbing and other expenses, blah blah blah.
i dont buy textbooks in school this term already. cos i can take form ppl who is form the 2nd year. haha.
last time i can say i partly rely on my father. 1 week he give me $30 allowance, 1 month he give me $30 of transport. i can saved alot u know.
my family isnt rich, ok.
but now no more. =( no more money from him. i want to take from him now also paiseh, cannot bring myself to open my mouth.
my bill can take up to half of my pay. chor right.
ya i know bills can be cut down. and cigs is another kay pa lan thing. these can be spent unnecessary. but food and transport ? i try to eat in school b4 i go to work. cos " cheap and good ". haha. but transport cant help lah.
what about shopping ? i seriously get temptation very easily. once i shop i can spend $200 plus.
wtf i dont buy branded stuffs.

but all the single stuffs i bought is my own money. even bra or whatever. haha.
clubbing ? tickets money, cab fare ? i know this are also unnecessary. but all these are recreational wat.

i dont see money until even 10cents i will chase back wan. i not niao wan. haha. cos i know once i spend i can earn back. just that, i need more cash, for my future. hahaha.
if i dont have boyfriend i sure take up another part time job. i sure be working everyday.
too bad BodyNits dont take part-timer.
i meet xiaowei 2 to 3 times a week only. no time.
oh fuck. i tot the older i grow the more i saved. but hell no, the older i grow the more i spend !
OMFG.
nvm, sometimes shits happens in life. haha.
i`m being emo. hahahaha.

i wake up today and preparing to go school. den my classmate called and said sports and wellness lesson canceled. wtf wtf wtf. i should not wake up so fucking early.
and 1pm got another lesson. den i used com awhile til 10 plus i went back sleep til 12 i go to school.
after school go work.

tmr have to report to school at 8am. wtf wtf. cos going an excursion. cannot be late if not bus go and wont wait. have to sleep early.

BYE