i am unhappy now.

i reach home at nearly 5.

my mum is unhappy with me.

cos i everytime reach home so late, she said i treat this house as a hotel.

i dont like the way she nags. she simply DONT understand at all. so, i always choose to keep quiet. if not, earthquake.

she once got this thinking that i go out with kelvin is because i can see kapoh. WTH. cos she know kapoh and i are very close. she doesnt wan me to hurt kelvin.

BUT, our close is he can make me laugh, my friends also know. he is a joker.

BF is i choose wan. if i really wan to see kapoh or be with kapoh, i wont be with kelvin in the first place. right ? and what's more, that few weeks kapoh seldom go out with us because his bike has problems. WTF .

its like, she is so much more worry that i will hurt kelvin den kelvin hurt me. i am her daughter lehhhh.

she made me so disappointed when she thinks this way.

i am going to be 18.

i remember once yinwen told me that her father told her to go home early because she is 18 years old already.

den yinwen said, dont tel me the older i grow the earlier i need to be home ?

den when i am zero year old that time i dont need to go home and thon outside everyday already ah ? lol.

u might dont get what i mean. nvm.

last year i wont let go the chance of underage parties, no matter where. everyweek. when i go clubbing i can go out til 11 plus in the morning den go home, even worse afternoon 2pm. but she didnt say a word.

now, she kpkb.

i know, because she found out that i smoke. i broke the trust betwwen me and her.

but i seriously dont understand. now, i lepak. i EVEN go loyang dua bei gong baibai some more. i dont club anymore. what's for her to worry ? i think i have 6 months never club already. i am just a normal girl that lepak, doing decent things outside, but not taking drugs wat -.-

and she also know when i`m out late at night, kelvin is by my side. she also know kelvin. she told me she trust kelvin wat.

help me. i dont understand.

anyway, xueying's blog is getting interesting. lol.

but i just cant leave comment there when i tried so many times. help me xueying, i am dummy.

now, i am not unhappy anymore, i feel much more better typing out.

its 5.40. i need to get ready for school now. i have to leave at 7, school starts at 8.

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we went to have sakura buffet.

ter and i.