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Monday, September 22, 2008 @ 4:11 PM
everything is over. really over. i have tried to change, but it doesnt work. u said ur love is still there, but u're not changing. i try to accept it when girls contacting u asking u out. but some its getting over limits. its not that i dont trust u, i know u didnt go out with them. or its not ur fault that they contact u. but just because i`m 18, do they 20 plus years old girls give me any respect at all ? they dont give me respect just because i`m younger den them ? i also need some respect. i dont call them back and yell at them because i know this is childish and i respect u. i can endure everything but i cant take this. where's my pride ? i have tried everything to pull this relationship back already. but up til now, no matter how hard i tried, its still the same. i wont shed any tears anymore because i`m giving up each day. i wont regret for anything because i dare to say i give u all my love and didnt do any unfaithful things behind u. because when i am with u, u are my world. because when our relationship is changing, i try my best to pull it back. i wont regret, cos i did my very best for u, and til the very last step, at least i try. :) i thought this love will never end.
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