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Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 10:30 AM
i am a suay cheebye why ? why all the bad things keep happen to me ? from the start of 2009 bad things keep coming non stop. i even lost my beloved bf, i lost everything. hurting things keep coming to me. what on earth did i do wrong ?? why let me suffer all these shits.. its so pain.. i am useless, i sucks, i am a fucking failure. its so fuck up, i see darkness everyday. all the bad things have mark an image in my brain that i really cant forget sometimes all these images will appear in my mind. i`m so scare to see. i`m so afraid of so many things right now. its just the start of the year, i will prepare more of the worse shit that will happen in the future. when will i ever see sunshine again ?? when can i laugh happily again ?? |