Lips Like Sugar
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Wednesday, April 8, 2009 @ 5:14 AM
17-11-2007 - 14-02-2009 i first saw you since i was 10. you were 15. 6 years later we met again. we know each other. i was 16, you were already 21. 1 year later we got together. is this fate ? i know u for so long. i've seen u thru so many things before we got together. from SP, to Super4. from Super4, to R6. from your 21st birthday, to 22nd birthday. from 22nd birthday to 23rd birthday. from part-time to full-time. it was tough at first. but i accept it. i believe you'd change. yea you did. we were very sweet. you brought me to almost every place in singapore. you brought me to everybody that you know. friends, colleagues, family, relatives etc etc. i wanted to treat you the right one. i admit i give attitude. i admit you were the only one who can bear with all my temper. i admit that i used to get cold in this relationship but yet you tired to hold me back tightly. i depend everything on you. you were the one protecting me. covering up troubles for me. you were the only one i see in my eyes. i dont care what others say. we been thru thick and thin. i thought our love will never end. but 1 year plus later, everything changed. but my love never change. i trusted everybody around me. i didnt expect things will turn out so bad. so unexpected. i dont hate anybody. i just feel betray, hurt and pain. you once said i was young and childish. but u accepted me in the first place. i thought you would be there to grow up with me. i really dont know what 20plus years old guy really want. until you left me.. you have turned my life upside down. i`m jobless, i`m addicted to club, i smoke like nobody's business, i got myself inked, i sleep in the morning, i slack all night. life is like havoc. nights alone are not easy to pass. but thanks to you, i became stronger. i believe i will overcome every obstacles all by myself in the future without pain. i believe that no more things will knock me down. because from valentine's day onwards, my heart is dead. i given all my love to you. its not possible for me to forget you. i cant even clinch on a hope. because u belongs to my friend now. everything is hopeless. i dont even have the guts to say " i miss u " i thought that i am the only precious girl in your heart. i thought that i am the most important girl in your heart. but i`m wronged. it`s someone else............................................................................. sob ='( chen chen  you once said your R6 = me and u. but now, your R6 is not name KelLen anymore. sorry, i`m being emo again. i blog this out is because i see all the past pictures. i dont blog it out purposely for any reason. please, dont think that i`m doing this intentionally. because YOU, are NOT ME.
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