i slack all the way at home til 9 plus cos i wanted to meet kelly for a movie with sam and paul they all. and den i ask money from my mum.

money for movie tickets and dinner.

and she hell dont give me.

its finally my off day and i so want to watch movie.

den she was like " i tot u want to take advance pay ? why never take ? "

den i tell her what about food ? dont tell me i eat kopitiam and mac all the way ? u think kopitiam is everywhere in singapore for me ?

and den my temper gone bad..

i punch the wall, bite my teeth, kick the door.

i was fucking pissed and i want to go crazy and i cried.

i have a foul temper. i dont know who can tolerate my temper like this.. die

AND SHE SAID I DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO SMOKE SO I GO CRAZY.

wtf.

i have lots and lots of ciggerettes RIGHT NOW i just dont have cash ..

isit a crime to take money from parents just to watch a fucking movie ?

okay, my pay is not alot.. i have not been working at march, april and may. but all the money i used is my own !! for fucking 3 months, clubbing, eating, transport, everything, i did not ask for money.

but just for this last week til i get my pay next month, just a final last week, is that something wrong to ask for a little cash ?

ya i admit i spend too much on clothing, bags, shoes and all these shits.

but 女孩子嘛一定会爱shopping =(

len len 很落破now.

i used to buy eclipse. now i cant eat eclipse. =(

ok anyway they just throw this $20 on my bed and i went out of the house crying to find kelly haha.

and den norris came to pick us up along with his gf esther.

went shaw house to meet paul sam and welson.

and we watch transfomer.

very sad thing, i dont understand a single thing.. all i know was that the main character's name is call sam. haha.

i ask paul what is the story going, and he explained so long to me, i just stare at him and nod my head.

but seriously i dont understand. haha.

and that show is bloody 2 and a half hour. lol.

newton circus after that and home at 4 plus.. thanks norris.

work today, and parents came and fetch me. to eat. HAHA.

home after that and i met kelly, yong yong and chirs at my house downstair. jerry and yinwen came.. lepak.

lastly, MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING !!

i wan to eat the heartshape pink color CAKE !! =D